Friday, December 30, 2005
What form of self-mutilation are you?

You are CUTTING. Synopsis: Even though cutting is the most common form of self-mutilation, that doesn't make it any less painful. You probably try to hide it from your friends and family, wanting the help but not knowing how to get it. You like to be alone and get frustrated easily by other people. Positive trait: Have a lot of empathy for others.Negative trait: Hard on yourself.Color: CrimsonEmotion: Self-hateAnimal: HorseQuote: "I count him braver who overcomes his desires than him who conquers his enemies; for the hardest victory is over self."
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11:25 PM
todae did sum hsewk b4 i went to look for dear..tink i'm bcumin a jie pi liao..cos i keep on cleanin since mon..luckily reach nuh on time or else will hab to let dear wait le..dear went hm to chg den we took bus go cinne..was drizzlin abit..dear went cut hair..nice nice liao..hee..but tink de fringe shld be shorter..went heeren look for dear's ting but he cldn find wad he lk..den went eat bk cos gt coupon tt we took on our way to heeren..eat le den took bus hm..dear so tired tt he take bus everywhr oso cn slp..all bcos of me he nv slp much dese 2 daes..xin tong tong..din wan him send me hm..while waitin for my bus to cum wiz dear..i saw one guy on de bus smilin at me..weird weird de..duno is smile at me or dear..tink dear nv c ba..duno..on my way hm frm interchg de bus v packed sia..all packed lk sardine..hmm..todae lk sian sian de..no fun de..duno y..mayb cos of dear ba..haha
10:47 PM
met xy go skool for de judo spring cleanin..response wasn gd..so little ppl came onli..we started de wk onli at bout 4 plus lo..by tt time i ald sian diao liao..lk de rest of dem..went to clean dojo.we found sumtin yucky under one of de mats..a stained swimmin trunk..omg..y did it end up dere?? hu is de guy hu did tis?? de guys decided among themselves as to hu will pick de ting up n jeremy lost so he had to throw it away..poor him..cleanin de dojo nt easy job sia..cos mus remove de mats den i duno hw to use de vacumm..let de rest do lo..dear came..bought his bks..went to do de notice board stuffs..de boys went to play bball..onli managed to finish everytin at ard 10 plus..so long sia..all of us v tired le..din follow dem go eat cos dear wk mornin shift tmr n i oso v tired le.. reach hm 11 plus..well..nw..de dojon club rm is clean le..notice board oso done le..goodie gd!
yea..tmr dear las dae of attach le..yipee..so hapi for him..cant wait to go skool wiz him..dear cuttin hair tmr..wonder wad weird hairstyle sia..haha
12:11 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
met bj,karen,subi n jeremy to discuss bout de notice board..check out for a new board after tmr!!bj treat us eat fries..den we went dojo..tok wiz jane..gt almost same probs..trained wiz jane todae.taught by sensei loh, learnt alot.sensei francis came.anthony briefed us bout sum stuffs.tmr gg back to clean up...sat hab pt liao, 9 am..for ivp 2006..open hse cumin..still no plans..todae randori..gt xiaolan,francis,aydeng,anthony n huishan..2nd opponent francis..he shout..n i screamed..den i lie on de grd..haha..u shld hab seen wad i did..look lk snail liddat..suo qi lai de..haha..reali funi sia..cos i scream tts y everyone turn to look at me..so ma lu..but in de end gt randori wiz him.let him throw..jane was nx..but tt francis scare her too much..so she broke dwn..den ltr mani tings happen..i dun wana sae..i was part of it..but everyting's fine nw..praying hard tt its nt gona happen agn..i'm nt gona let it happen agn..no way..no more numb for me..i hate tt song..duno y de others lk it so much..i wana thz all those hu were dere for me..its gr8 to hab frenz ard..n u noe hu cares..sumtimes..a strong shoulder wld jus be de best medi n oso do try screamin ur lungs out..gd nitez..u noe i luv u..i reali do
1:04 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Lynn took her shoes frm me tis mornin. den sent dear to wk. 1st time send dear off wk cos all of de time is i go fetch him after wk de. dear hapi ma? my dear ah, he ah, laugh at me sia. bleah! sae i gt jie pi cos of wad i wrote yest. well..cum to tink of it, i tink i mite possibly hab jie pi ba..cos my table cnt b messy or else i wun noe hw to study. den i oso cnt stand de dinin table to b dirty, i'll wipe it b4 eatin n after eatin. well..is tis a sign of jie pi?? i duno..haha..
dear oso sae my hearin nt gd dese few wks cos i dun catch wad he sae sumtimes. hm..i tink i old liao la..sori dear..well..tink i need to chg le..gettin more n more childish i tink..cnt be liddat liao..oki den..i shld chg..frm nw onwards..watch me chg..
wore my shoes todae..gt blisters liao..jus nw bus driver sped..n suddenly brake, caused sum passengers to fall..stupid driver..caught in de rain..gt wet..boo...
My shoes:


Lynn's Shoes:
well...nice ba?? my new shoes..for new yr de..anyone wana buy cn find me wor..i'll bring u to de shop..haha...
3:02 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
was a gd gal todae..did spring cleanin..cleared my study rm..cleared off unwanted stuffs..yucks..my rm is so so dirty..wana puke liao..haha..i cnt reali stand dirty places..but i dun reali hab jie pi..de detergent i used caused my hands to aged..nw its 70 yr old ah ma hands liao..boohoohoo..wana die liao..ppl..dun touch my hands..dey r granny hands liao..boohoohoo...boohoohoo..but my study rm v clean n spacious liao..cos i threw away stuffs..hehe..oso used TAF to clean de sockets..it turned frm yellow to white..btw..TAF is oso lk JIF..but its actually beta i tink..haha..i shld go apply moisturiser liao..byez..btw..my bro lk oki le..cn play cn do mani tings le..hope he gets well soon..
9:58 PM
well..babysittin my bro..he's sick..poor ting..vomit n diarrhoea..ltr mommy bringin him go c doc ba..well..todae dear's bdae..cnt go out wiz him..boos..sori dear..jus nw..dear popped by my hse wor..he delivered kfc meal to my doorstep..somemore gt LARGE whipped potato..haha..so hapi n touched by wad dear did..he knew i was cravin for whipped potato..n he delivered to my doorstep..i'm so hapi tt i'm floatin ard de hse liao..haha..well..i'm Xing Fu de!! i miz my dear..HAPI BDAE TO LAOGONG!! ai si ni le!!
1:56 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
todae xmas..din go out..cos ah ma came to my hse..long time nv c her liao..actually we did tot tt she wun cum de..well..she surprised us..she jus left de hse after eating dinner..she, mommy n bro left for my aunte's hse..jus nw dear send me pics..so kawaii..thz alot dear!! tmr dear's bdae..mus sing song for him..haha..This is wad dear sent me:

MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!
7:17 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
went out wiz dear todae..went queensway to buy dear's shoes..v nice wor..cos i help choose de ma...haha..den went orchard but it was rainin..de passage way frm taka to wisma was jammed..so packed..took bout 10 mins to walk out of tt area..went bugis collect my shoes n lynn's..but mine wasn ready yet so had to go walk ard..went eat lunch..food wasn reali gd..dear ate de cake i bought..but he sae nt nice..well..nx time dun go bread talk buy liao..1st time buy cake frm dere n its nt gd..boo!! waited quite sum time for de shoes..dear saw his fren hu works ard dere too..small small world..well..my shoes r abit diff frm wad was decided b4 but nvm...its pretty..hee..de shop movin liao..to a new shoppin mall near bugis..its gona be a bigger shop..i'll definitely frequent dere!!met mommy at cwp to buy chair for my sis n den went eat dinner..mm..xmas eve..spent it wiz dear..but tink tmr cnt le..hope mon cn spend time wiz dear..his bdae leh..more imp den any other daes..eh..xmas leh..no xmas prezzie..boohoohoo..haha
MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!
8:59 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
well..nth to do todae..so signed up for a new blog..hmm..mayb oso to ying jie a new yr tts cumin ba..tts y cum do blog...haha..hmm..need to learn alot sia..esp de codes..nw mayb i'm gona tok lk a comp...wiz mani diff codes cumin out frm my mouth..haha...
4:21 PM