Saturday, January 28, 2006
cny eve..so mani tots ran thru my mind..everytin jus popped into my head uncontrollably..frm family to rls to frenz to skool to judo..family: jus hope tt everyone is safe n sound,hapi always,less quarrels n bickerings. spend more time at hm. hab been gg hm late since de start of tis yr..so little time spent at hm..it seems lk i'm nt gg back to my home..but to my hotel..cumin back onli for rest..rls: spend as much time wiz dear.tryin hard to accomodate my time so tt i cn hab time for him. am i doin a gd job?? i duno..cnt keep gettin upset or mad at him for small minor reasons..be more n more understandin..its been quite sum time since we both went out for some fun..hope tt wen de hols cum we'll be able to do tt..but i noe he'll be habin his exams after mine n oso attachment..oh man..frenz: clazmates r close..i get to c dem everydae..but exams r cumin..guess dere wun be so much fun ald..dere were unhappiness wiz some of dem..but nvm la..suan le..dere r so little time left b4 we'r gona chg claz..bear wiz de nonsense till sem ends..my old frenz..nt in NYP de..seriously need to get in touch wiz dem somedae..sometimes i do feel tt we're lk strangers ald..duno wad common topic to tok bout..guess i'm nt de onli one feelin tt way ba..judo: still love judo..but hab been slackin way too much..i haben learn mani tingz..tink i'm de worst player in de club..such a disgrace..need to buck up..attend trainin regularly..mus train real hard..no more slackin..no more complains of pain anywhr..no more whinin..will try to attend de pt on sats..jus hope to do my best in de march ivp..dun care bout wad de club is becomin to..tts none of my buz..tts de commitee members' prob..skool: exams cumin..projs due..3 wks left..wad hab i done?? need to buck up..i'm still lost in all de modules..esp mktin n micro..no more slackin time..for nw..it wld be study n study n more study..fun time wld be reduced to 0%. to get to the course i wan...i mus do my best in all de modules..dere r so mani ppl fightin for de 5 choices..dun wana end up gettin sumtin i dun lk..or even worst..repeat..myself: gettin fatter..gettin de dark rings under my eyes..de eye bags oso..mus slim dwn..mus slp more which is impossible..nvm..slim dwn cn le..mus do it..cny cnt eat too much junk food..its a NO NO NO NO!
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