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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

dedicated to him:

i wana thank you for being my love for this thirteen months plus. i wana thank you for going through all the hard times and good times together. i know it was not easy but we survived. i wana thank you for being such a wonderful guy to me. i wana thank you for giving me all the wonderful moments. i wana thank you for making a difference in my life.

i know you get sick easily so do take care of yourself even though you are in the nursing line and know alot of things. i know you get ulcers quite easily so do drink more plain water. not those sweetened ones. i know you love to spend money on the latest gadgets but do not save money till you have to go on a hunger strike. spend your money wisely.

i know you love to go out till late, but do get enough rest after that. i know its your impt year already, do jiayou and work hard in your studies. i know you can pass your year 3 and go to NS smoothly. i know you love to drive, but do not speed. be careful on the road.

there's nothing to be feeling bad or guilty actually. because you know whats right for you. i've understood-ed your reasons and answers. i know we have reached a point of no turning back. pain is for sure but i know we will both get by the pain. i respect your decisions. all i hope is that we return to the past before we were together. being able to chat about everything under the sun, most imptly, i just wana be lk your small sister and a friend. i am not a perfect person but i know that i am able to be there for you when you need me. i just need you to fufill this wish for now. that is to be my big brother and a friend to guide me.

i will not do anything silly to myself cause i'm not stupid. i hope you would not go drinking as its not good for your health.

typing this entry, i shed no tears. i feel no pain. i said a little prayer, to wish us well.


9:00 PM